Friday, February 19, 2010

Content of Creed

Good afternoon, we are judged by the pigmentation in our skin. When the pigmentation is other than the one we see in our household we are skeptical and defensive. We shun differences visible to the common eye. We do not recognize the judgment we place on the surface instead of digging deeper. Yet, when the like complexion becomes too much of a challenge, we lighten the tone and find weakness to govern. Now we can run amongst the skins without a word. The spit fire is uncontrollable so we travel in a different direction. Has this become the stereotypical aim we gain? Or has it shown truth in the world we live? Truth be told, there is some truth to it as we see this happen every day. But can we honestly live our lives with stereotypes and judgments that we forget to see the individuals that are behind the first layer. Is it wrong to find comfort in the arms that don’t match, no? But if the fire is too hot with a counterpart that doesn’t mean it will be any easier with the opposing. We fall short of finding true connections going in with the wrong intentions. The pigmentation in our skin should not be our judgment but the inner core and substance. Many of us would not exist without the intertwining of the spectrum. Scared of the obvious is a complacent coward to which the judgment is really placed on themselves. Significant measure of substance would design a different creed for us to follow.

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Love Blind

Good morning, we say love is color blind but is it love that’s color blind or our superficial motives? We can indulge in the fruits but when it’s time to take on responsibilities we bail. Leaving one stranded to pick up pieces that we have left in utter chaos. Love is not color blind but blinded by fornication that we call love. A short term pleasure that has created long term disasters of broken hearts, animosity, low self-esteem, confusion, unforgiving doubt and alienated friendships. Love was intended to be simple enjoyment that we made so complicated. There’s no basis of trust or loyalty to start the inquiry. Responsibility for actions taken are not owned up to and left high and dry. The leading of unwanted repercussions are warranted by selfish egos. Love is a threat that everyone is afraid of. So we hide behind brothels of sinful pleasures that have accumulated uncountable victims. If we stop viewing love as a threat and embrace its natural submission we would find more answers we’ve been looking for. The pleasure will not end shortly but felt everlasting without the evidence of secretion. The purity and enriched power will be set back into motion showing life as only one should experience. If we could only stop running before it’s lost. Love has no boundaries but time waits for no man.

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Innovative Limit

Good morning, as people we are taken to a limit of forgiveness and acceptance. There is only so much we can accept from each other to keep sanity. There’s only so much forgiveness we have for each mistake followed by an apology. We test these limits amongst each other to see how far we can get without breaking. There’s a continuous cycle placed in effect as a result of our actions. The test, the limit, the break and the next person in line, it seems endless. Egotistically we play this game believing we can get away with it. The repercussion of it all is the pain we cause others and ourselves playing such a dangerous game. We toyed with our own mind to play with someone else’s. There are always consequences to all actions and they don’t only affect someone else but you too. Why play a game of Russian roulette with yourself if you don’t want to die? Defying the odds isn’t always worth the pain that maybe the result. The endless cycle of repercussions and pain, remember your actions started this cycle and your actions can break it. Forgive yourself to accept the pain you have caused and the apology will be the beginning of an innovative challenge.

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Unpaid Debt

Good morning, time is ticking as judgment falls. Have we lost all faith in what just was? To decipher between the truth and the lies will take an eternity without a proven loyalty of trust. We may feel we don’t owe the world anything but we cannot want something in return if we owe nothing. We owe it to ourselves to be better than the rest. We owe it to ourselves to show respect. We owe it to ourselves to share love. We owe all of this if we expect to receive the same. We swear there are no expectations but then we complain about how we feel that we are not treated with respect or not shown something that we expect to feel or get from others. If you cannot give then you cannot receive. If you cannot share love you will not feel loved. If you cannot show respect you will feel disrespected. If you cannot be better than the rest, you will become just like everyone else. We will judge another based on false intentions but when the judgment falls on ourselves we become defensive as if nothing existed. We will allow our fellow man to crash and burn when the situation fits our own benefit. We have lost faith in our kind and therefore have lost faith in ourselves. There is no trust to give faith. There is no respect to give love and there is no feeling to even give. Selfish circumstances have us tangled in a web. There is no complaint if cannot reciprocate the judgment, expectations and feelings you long for. First judge yourself, expect from yourself and feel within then the reciprocation process will begin. Selfish acts turn into egotistical consequences. Regardless of what our pride tells us we owe something to everyone we encounter, even if it’s as little as respect. This may be a small word but really big in value.

World of Walls

Good morning, we have become brick walls to one another. No one lets their guards down afraid of being pushed over. So to find comfort we fall into the wrong hands. All we’re thinking about is holding our ground while the other wall falls. We have conquered something we are not even intrigued with. We allow ourselves to stick around for convenience but without compassion. These are dangerous games we are playing but do we really care? Not at all, why should we it doesn’t affect us, right? Breaking down a barrier brings on an emotional tie that we don’t know how to survive. Whether we want to believe it or not we are now tangled in a web of lies that will soon suck us dry. Some will stay content and be fooled by our lies but others will drift away building back up their walls. And that one that we wish to hold on to fights back and forth with each brick laid another falls but not from their wall but ours. We struggle to build together because we have created such a hard shell that we believe cannot be broken but has been cracked slightly. We fear where it might lead us to open that barrier and build an alliance to withstand. We fear the feeling it may truly bring and we fear the vulnerability that will be exposed. We build these walls not realizing we are hurting and in turn hurting our encounters. We fall short of true happiness and a sense of loyalty carrying the weight of the world on our shoulders. Our pride will have us deceive not only the world but ourselves from the reality of what is truly inside.